A sudden realization.
It tightens itself in my chest, and wraps tightly around my heart.
Stretching and gripping my lungs; making it nearly impossible to breathe.
It's building, welling up inside.
There's so much that it feels like I might explode.
The love, anger, and sorrow that I caused myself, and others.
"I wish it could've been with you!"
"If only I went there instead!"
"Why couldn't I have argued earlier on?!"
Second-guessing all the time.
Always so indecisive.
I wish everything could be easier.......... but then again, I don't.
I have my regrets as a reminder of things I want, love......... and have already lost and can never regain.
It tightens itself in my chest, and wraps tightly around my heart.
Stretching and gripping my lungs; making it nearly impossible to breathe.
It's building, welling up inside.
There's so much that it feels like I might explode.
The love, anger, and sorrow that I caused myself, and others.
"I wish it could've been with you!"
"If only I went there instead!"
"Why couldn't I have argued earlier on?!"
Second-guessing all the time.
Always so indecisive.
I wish everything could be easier.......... but then again, I don't.
I have my regrets as a reminder of things I want, love......... and have already lost and can never regain.
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